no road is long with good company ~

so i just finished my senior ad for the yearbook, 
and let me just say that i LOVE it. it took me SO long.

but theres .. 2 pictures with eddy in it. it’s kind of sad :\
theres like 100 pics on that page & it sucks because i never thought i wouldn’t be including him as much, you know? michael has 4 bigger pictures. idk, it’s a bittersweet moment. like, i’m happy, but i still miss him you know? theres def something missing but .. idk it doesn’t feel mutal. idk.

it’s sad.
but i don’t want to throw michael under, because i love that kid too.

but part of me wishes it was still eddy there :|

oh well ..
“I miss you,
I miss your smile
& I still shed a tear every once in a while.
& Even though it’s different now, you’re still there somehow.
I miss you.”

Hannah Montana has the perfect song for everything. <3